Im Done Letting People Ruin My Life

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Im done making parties ruin my life as I stand there and watch them.

Im done building them smile as I sit alone and cry.

Im doing torturing myself so I can satisfy them.

Im done disclaiming myself the right to live so I can establish them happy.

Im done trying to be everything they want me to be when its everything Im not .

Im done was of the view that no one will accept who I certainly am. Im erupting the bubble they let me live in. Im breaking up with their plans, their beliefs, and their judgments.

Im done being the hanger they jiggle their issues on. Im done taking the blame for the things I didnt do.

Im done apologizing when Im not wrong. Im done chewing my tongue when I have something to say.

Im done trying to be “the worlds biggest” party with people who ever manufacture “i m feeling”

Im done trying to be the best to the persons who dont consider Im good enough .

Im done living in nervousnes; nervousnes of losing people, suspicion of ask questions the things I deserve and fear of being deplored for doing things that bring me joy.

Im not asking for crusades. Im not trying to start a crusade. I merely want to be myself. I exactly want to find my prosperity. I really want to find love and its inconceivable to find anything when youre living with people who perpetually originate you interview yourself. Beings who cant love you to help you love yourself.

Im done telling parties stop me from loving myself.

Im done trying to change people. Im done trying to fix everything they broke.

I just want to be happy and sometimes it feels like certain people become that hard. They find faults in your accomplishments. They motive theatre when youre celebrating something youre proud of. They try to constitute you exclamation when youre having a bang. Theyre very greedy to let you enjoy your happiness when theyre not part of it.

Im done trying to find heaven in the weapons of the individuals who spawn “peoples lives” a living hell .

I’m done trying to fix myself with people who bring out the most difficult in me.

Im done opening too many chances to people who remain hurting me.

Rania Naim is a poet and author of the new bible, accessible here.

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